You would be so ashamed of how your eldest is acting. We all knew she was capable of a lot of stuff, but even you would be shocked at her behavior. It's like she has no conscious whatsoever.
Stupid has completely lost it and the rest of them act like they just don't care. I would have never believed it. They always acted so tight, like they would always be there for each other. Guess it was just for show.
I'm going to try to get a bigger place for us and the babies. Honestly, I'm pretty nervous about the whole thing, but I absolutely MUST do something. They are not safe where they are now. It's incredible to me that DSS would allow them to be living in a drug house.
It infuriates me that you got yourself killed over something so stupid. Why couldn't you have just kept your promise? We were supposed to grow old together surrounded by lots of grandbabies.
I could really use some words of wisdom right now. I'm wearing my knees out praying for answers. So far I've gotten nothing. But you know how I believe in the power of prayer, so I won't give up.
I wish that reincarnation was real and you could somehow find your way back to me.
I miss you like crazy and love you even more. I was and will always be, your baby doll.
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