I've not written in quite a while. You know why. Please forgive me. Seems your youngest is just like you. She played me like a fiddle. She's trying to get it together now, though. I hope she makes it. Your grand babies are so beautiful. You would a be absolutely smitten. Of course, they all look like you. There's no mistake who they belong to. Your genes were always more prominent.

I see you everywhere. Of course, when it's not you, my heart just sinks. I still think about us and all the plans we used to make. Remember laying in bed laughing and sharing our dreams? We were so in sync. We were so good together. We did have a lot of fun, didn't we? Luckily for both of us, my heart is starting to forget the bad, of which I know there was a lot. It messed me up for a very long time. Nearly 10 years to be exact. I've actually been talking to an old friend of ours, Rabbit. Don't worry, he's not the same as he used to be. He walked away over 20 years ago. He's done quite well for himself, it seems.

I gotta go baby. I love you with all my heart. Yesterday, today and forever. 💋